my Life~

since university started... i've been changing my out look .... this is my latest look =D

maybe, luv aint my thing?

haha,

when i think of myself,

watching my pathetic miserable life,

i haf to laugh myself,

gudness me, such an idiot of me...

i know aint gud wif girls,

yet i stubbornly falls into their trap evry single time,

ha~! maybe im just too idiotic,

i always see myself as an honest person,

nvr to cheat ppl's feeling,

yet im the one who is always feel being cheated.

yea yea, i guess im pretty stupid~

vry unlucky ,

sometimes, ppl may say that im quite a nice guy,

how nice i was,

so what?!

because of being nice,

im the one whose getting hurt,

its so hard,

i felt so bad, yet i haf no intends to hurt other,

im so weak,

im so vulnerable,

so very vulnerable =(

SLaSH~!

first of all,

thx for ahbai~! =)

if nt for ah bai,

i would have forgotten who is SlAsh!

former member of gun & roses~

><'''

dam!

his concert is coming edi lor~!

i hope i can get the ticket in time....!!

im running out of time...

furthermore, if u're reading this....

i hope u can go wif me =)

there is no nid of worrying the price,

cos im more den willing to pay for u...

jus by u going wif me.

i would feel vry happy =)

i wan u to enjoy life,

wif me....

ur happiness...

means evrything to me.... ^^

u're now busying learning ur dance.

i wish u goodluck.! ^^

i knw u can do it!

^^ for now.... lets hope for the best =)

日子就这样过~

都很久没有好好的专心写blog了
好吧~

就从我。。
心想到的就写给你们分享下吧~

最近，
失恋了。
反而是两次，
可悲吧？

当初，
喜欢的一位女生，
也喜欢了满久。

都要一年了。
我身边朋友都知道。
我追她，也满久了。
追了那么久，还是没respond,
自己也觉得被感情欺骗，
就很想放弃了。

连身边那么支持我的朋友都叫我死心。
她不值得我的爱，
好吧，也该退一步了。
就渐渐的忘了她。

心情感到轻松了好多。
也开心了很多。
时间就不知不觉，过了半年。


直到我遇上了“她”
她给我第一个印象。。。
华语不知这么些，哈哈。。。（gorgeous)
好美丽。。。
同时也觉得她很可爱。。。
=）
头头是 fb add 她而已，想认识一下美女 xD
就觉得她好美，
心想。。。 看来一定很多人追，自己肯定没资格。
得空得空就看她照片， 不停地赞她美。
不知不觉，就问她msn email address...
就add了她。

一开始，
不敢跟她说话，
觉得她肯定不会在乎我。
不敢找她，
过后，
放胆口气就跟她谈谈天吧~ =，=
紧张死啦！
比比伯伯=，=

OK！ 就谈吧！
EH？！ 谈得来哦~
哈哈，高兴下的！HEHE~
就谈了不少废话，
之后，因为大考，就没找过她了，
只能在FB COMMENT 跟她谈，
也COMMENT满多，

废话超多，什么都讲到。
LOLX， 至到有一天敢敢问她电话号码。
OMG==，
她说在MSN给我，
就开咯，
头头没急着跟她要，
继续跟她谈，
发觉她人很FUNNY， XD
又好玩，
又有趣，
果然没认识错人，
也渐渐的开始真的喜欢了她。

跟她拿号码，
她说：“应该你给我才对，”
就给了我号码。
叫她Miss CalL 我~
自己就去冲凉。

头头不知道她会不会Miss Call，
就没想那么多。

Eh？ 有MissCall哦！
高兴下的。 哈哈~
就SMS她咯~

manatau....
"im xiao lin, xxx's fren. nice to meet you. Are you shaun?"
心想，=，= 被耍了。。。
“ya, im shaun, =) paiseh.. i thought this is xxx."
就这样， xiao lin 的故事开始了=，=

由于太多msg， 写不完。
经过了XIAO LIN，
我才发觉自己被人耍99
=，=
OK？！
XXX，她，
真的很“豪玩” XD

当我跟她谈时，
觉得她 “OPEN”哦
什么都跟我说，
讲到鬼，真是可怜你。

AFTER THAT，
就觉得自己可能爱上一位自己从来没见过的人。
觉得好神奇哦。 哈哈。。。
OK咯，
就有一天。。。
告诉了她，
我追的人是她，
她说，她已经有了情人，
我。。。
听了，觉得好像没知觉了。
完全没FEEL。
过了一阵子。
就发觉自己掉着眼泪。
她说我已经太迟了。
心想，为什么会这样？
明明就好好的。

为什么？
为什么我会这么迟才遇到你？
也没想到我也会令她下了些眼泪。
真的不是真心要她感伤。
我只要她开心，
虽然自己真的真的感到好辛苦，
隔天还要考试，
完全是没心情读书。
还硬硬的说，
"没关系。。。你不用操心”
就这样，我又再次被伤。
这次，还比另一次还伤。

自己就知道
自己没那么好运。
她说：你会找到一个更好的女生。
但她没想过，
“她” 对我来说，
就是那个"更好的女生“

我。。。
一直以来，都说过了。
但还想跟她说。
我是真的好喜欢她。

love jus too painful to be said.....

new de sohai me~ LOLx

anyway, back to the topic.....

haiz.... HAIZZZZZZZZ!!!

to said tat i might haf found love...

i actually really found love...

为什么我偏偏这么迟才遇到你?

when u said u were already in couple....

my heart was smashed.

i didnt know what to do...

my tears was already flowing~

my roommate kim was the witness....

he dun let ppl touch his pillow oso he let me hug it~

thx kim ;) u're a gud fren...

i was so happy when u said u like me.....

i was so sad when u said i was too late....

to haf been honest...

i would really love to be wif u...

loving u, making u smile......

it will make my day perfect....

u r special....

u really are~

to me,

u've replace what i was not having b4...

for now..... all i can do is to just wait for u...

eventhough we might nt be able to be together...

we could be frens right....

we can be the bestest best fren~

untill then, i will support n cherish u forever...

i luv u....

Dressing SMart is always smart =)

helo helo~
long time no blogging jor....

jus to share wif all of ya~

i jus bought my first coat @@ although abit bigger size...
but i think im happy wif it =) haha
here is the history picture i've been spending wif it~ haha
enjoy enjoy! its me, Abby~ ( my nilai sis ) ^^ haha

my latest~ =)

H.A.V.O.C

today leh~ got photo shoot~ ^^


all keep shooting...hehe..


behind the pro cameras~


here is my AINO's snap shot~ hehehe



enjoy lor~ ^^



mostly is me n jun n sherry .. hehe~xD






here is when one is too high~ xD haha





and finally... jus a small group photo~ and our leader lydia ^^

latest me

HOLIDAY FINISH LE!!

SO FAST!!

SHIT !!

ANG PAO OSO NOT FINISH COLLECTING ALREADY ENDED LE!!

ZZZZzzzz....

no choice lo...

life goes on~ ><

lets talk about CNY holiday~

CNY holiday is a holiday that bla bla bla... >< =="

No la!

talk about what had happen during CNY holiday ok?

well.... quite fun and quite sien oso got ==

how describe leh?

rojak feeling la~


First!


GAMBLE~ wakakakaka


$$ alot o~ win win win... this year vry huat tiam~ ^^


but!


holiday "fun" plan fail alot ==


only manage to hang out with college fren chenge,T@yS, & 雷门 ><

tats all lo.....

wan go bai nian with fren oso hard nia.... no transport ZZZZzzz

holiday-ing till half still need to go back college for 2 hour presentation..zz

sucks~ ><


2 hour class bcom 1 hour class somemore... wasted my time! ==


den finally... 3pm!

fetch the 3 college buddies go Seremban for a tour XD


first! go my dad's shop to take the key~ ><

den brrooomm~~ ^^ start engine only~ hehe


fetch them go Celcom center to fetch raymond...


den next destination is ying lan's house...^^


go there.... bai bai nian....


den raymond & Yong soon wan buy protection for families @@


ok?~ while chenge was busy-ing sapu candy n snacks ...

wakakak.... nice appetite o! haha


Next! my house ..^^


play xia play xia...quite nice~



dog hamsap yong soon ^^ haha... sry... funny dao forgot took picture.. XD


den go in again let them sapu all the snacks~ good good!


sit sit xia...


go play the drum ...


cos all dunno play... so the sound kind of sucks~ lol...


BIIM BAM BUMM BOOM BOOMM!!

ltr neighbour thing my house kena rapped ==


anyway... move on~


go jusco to watch wolfman.... manatau... FULL!


aduh== suan le ba~ den come the idea of BOWLING... xd haha...


quite fun ... haha

i got the highest score XD wakakaka


chenge first time play oso get 2nd place.... GENG!

den after that...

play the punching game... wakaka....

all take own picture den hit ownself == ><

haha


again me got high score... happy nia~ ^^haha


den play alot of shooting game.... lolx


play xia den all game over...


quite cha sui~ ><


den play drum with Yong soon... hehe....



win again XD


lucky day~ lolx...



den finally... go 冰点 makan dinner...


SUCKS!!


chenge! pity him... so big saiz... but the food order is smaller than his palm ><


u imagine la~ lucky got fries and the fries sucks too!


sien.....



den see yong soon call his "honey" ...


dam sweet de~ lolx...


den finally....


the day is late... and i fetch them go back nilai><



ON the Way home! shit....



exactly a dam big de lorry spoilt at the toll there! make me cant go in!


tat toll jus 2 minute away from my home~!


but i had no choice but to take a longer way...


scare me tat time cos no drive to JB de high way b4 ==



finally see the sign board say PORT DICKSON....



straight like tokyo drift i drift to tat toll ...XD haha
jkjk

jus when i thought i am out of trouble~

after toll... ==


i found out that all the sign board de name.....


i dunno one of them @@ omg lo~

turn here turn there... lost edi ... shit



den try 1 last time...


FINALLY! i see one i know the sign.....


to : PEDAS! wahaha... finally


straight head tat direction...


and happily ever after de reach home... XD haha

shaun of 2010

the new & latest me =)

happy birthday to our 大家姐 Sook Shien~ ^^

jus had fun with our best buddy to celebrate sook shien birthday~
here r the photos~ enjoy^^

MR. President~

how to be a president?

what actually does a president do?

since i had already become our nilai university college de music club president~

i fear of letting ppl down~

although i should nt haf tat kind of fear but...

it giv me the stress that i cant bcom a good leader~

i keep working so hard to nt let ppl down...

i did most of the work....

so that i dun haf to rely on any others...

im scare of wat they might think of me if i always order them to do stuff~

this worries me alot....

i dun really need them to appreciate wat i did...

but...

i need their support~

b4 & after

well......

this few day sien sien dei...

den thought of this lo.

normally ppl dun believe how i look last time...


well~~ >< here it is.... the moment of truth. ><


believe le gua? ==

STRESS TIL SICK

hi~


so sry no update jor~




tat genting trip i cant really update...




cos evry pic is so darn big and i dunno how to compress it ><





bo bian lo... skip it already >< if wan view...
jus go this blog http://euzan.blogspot.com/






anyway.. got a bad news... =(






i failed my MAT113,





lucky i can re-sit for it....






when i first heard..





i feel terrible..





i just cant make myself smile for 1 sec.





it is as if all effort is gone.







b4 final exam, work so hard....





didnt even sleep.





study til tommorow..






but....







after taking tat exam....








straight stress some more...






wat i learn the whole semester...






go in straight blank blank....






F*CK la!








den sem break...







quite moody all the two weeks.







miss frens~







at S'ban work at dad's shop...







sien only....





lucky got good customer come. can chit chat....








den they buy things....






they happy i happy... ^^






den jus like tat... 2 week over...






fuck!







jus hang out wif some frens for a few days....








the only thing tat made me happy was!!






hanging out with kim n his 2 gf!








=) thx.... appreciate it... thx kim!








both christmas and new year eve i spent it wif my buddy kim...







nvr regret for 1 sec.







only regret some1 didnt join me~ ><








anyway... that person regret as well XD







after college life started once again.









the moment of truth came....






my subject all are B+
B+
B+
B+ (sejarah oso a!)
but.... D- for MAT113








as expected........






my mood jus went down again.







den went apply for re-sit.... rm150... zzz







den life goes on...









MUSIC CLUB REOPEN SOON!








happy to hear tat...







i finally can achieve something i wan to do badly








but quite stress oso... cos time has limit for me...







i haf to KO every aspect b4 14 February. (my strongest plan)




1. finish all revision for Mat113
2. Plan everything perfectly for NUC youth repertoire ( music club )
3. do more planning!





1 week b4 re-sit...






started revision....






evryday non-stop of doing maths from afternoon til midnight or 2am atleast.







work so dam hard....






alot of resistant such as DOTA, FB, music club.






but manage to avoid them..... =)







keep on doing revision.....






stress.....






everytime dunno ask SAM & leader







thx guys...







help me alot....








1 day b4 Re-sit










mother of hell!








so many problems occured!







MUSIC CLUB! UNfinished revision....






shit lo!








issues just kept coming up.....








i nearly canceled the whole bloody club because of exhaustion and depression..






after seeking for advice from frens...





i finally decided nt to giv up....






i just insisted not to bother about that club until the exam is over.







so i just kept on struggling to finish the revision..




and i finally did it... THX SAM, owe u one.




when i go to bed....






so exhausted....





headache...







so many formula inside my memory...






just kept worrying tat i will forget T_T







den.... the day finally arrived....





i can gladly say that things got pretty smooth.







at least not all my effort is wasted.








den, 95% concentration to MUSIC club....






get ready the forms~






set up a booth for membership drive....






things jus got better & worse....







members are adding in....





mostly are negro @@ interesting ^^







i got sick because of exhaustion...







lack of sleep....







soar throat.... zzz






lost my voice.....





tommorrow is AGM..






no choice but to hand it to my buddies to take care of the speech... sry~ paiseh









got alot of support from my fellow committees member. thx guys!









the 2nd day of membership drive is pretty good as well....






and now.... a grand total of 70+ member is gathered...





hope tat tommorow's AGM will run smoothly and hope tat everyone vote for me o! ^^








and as for now.... ^^ jus updating this blog...






awaits for the glory of tommorow....






where i can be a president of the music club officially.





hope tat all is not wasted....




tats all.... byebye ^^

campur campur de hal happened this few day^^

1. NEW YEAR COUNT DOWN!
Super fun a!


first of all...



work at dad's shop~



sien sien..



Kim suddenly call.




Yap! come Sungai Wang!



Count down o! =="



ah? so sudden?




go lo~ ^^ haha




first go ktm,




1 hour ride to KL central @@



den walk here walk there looking for the KL monorial ==




finally walk liao 15 miinute..




finally found it ==




so far leh,




take monorial ( hyper long que ) !!!




!!! == omg





go inside....




push a~



push a!!



pushhh~~~~~~





baby oso can get delivered leh,



==




bo bian... so many ppl....





same as KTM,





the monorial ppl so many,





frm bcoming a sardine chg to lunchen meat jor ....





stick with the ppl ...




sweat~ ==





finally arrived S.Wang... ^^




look for kim...




cant find...




but found a 珍珠奶茶^^



ordered a blue berry, my favourite





den walk walk xia,





Kim called ==




一边walk一边talk~




"neh!!!! dun move dun move...!!"




arghh? wat happen?




kena robbed a?






no la~!




Kim at opposite saw me... call me no move pulak ==




cheh~



haha...





den follow him walk here walk there....





den too boring le...



go sit at out side..





giv ppl spray==





nvm...




11am...




woooo~~




pssssss..... pssssssssssssssssss...!!!




psssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!




evry body spraying the dam foam....





me, kim n his two fren keep avoiding ^^





so fun^^




den while crossing the road...





met my high school fren.






PPPSSSSSSS!!!!!PSSS!!!!





my whole head got foam jor ==




spray me spray dao whole body white white ><






after tat.....





concert we saw dunno wat name de celebrity( i dun watch malaysia de 明星 ）XD




den saw IN THE RAIN (林宇中）, wong zhong zhak (i dunno spell or write in chinese) haha





den 5! 4! 3! 2! 1!





SPPPRRRRAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !! SPRAY HERE SPRAY THERE @@






HAPPY NEW YEAR osos no chance to say already get spray ><





den watch fire works... wa~ see until saliva leaking lo~ lolx




so nice~ beautiful~ ^^





den go Time square de Star buck drink chocolate chip cream ~




>< thumbs up!




den finally la... bus arrive....





go to Kim's home town....




den walk to his house...



first impression @@ (mouth open big big)





house so big o! 2 banglow combined together ><




den, go in his house....





take bath, dota, sleep ^^ haha





slept til tomolo 9 am ...





懒床, 懒了1 hour.....




10am, wake kim up~




kim ask me wan brush my teeth or nt..



i say house got, go back home oni brush lor~




okok, go down met his mum,





first thing ask me, brush teeth le ma? =='''





a?





his aunt come,



again, "wan brush teeth ma?"




took out a tooth brush for me some more @@ lolx





den nvm la.....





kim fetch me back.





far o~




THX kim^^





2.ICE room trip!
continue from where i stop,





after KIM fetch me home,





bored~ ==






go take bath n BRUSH teeth ^^






on xia FB,






sien~





eh? 2pm lor~!





Time to fetch Nicole n ying lan go ICE room lo! ^^




go permai, wait xia~






fetch nicole first, + an unexpected fren ^^





den call ying lan, she forgot about today @@




den rush to fetch her,




off we go to HIGH way~ ^^




reached nilai jor,





den ying lan say go find sharon ( mei chen )





mai go lor~





den reached her house that time,, ==




i think she nt yet fully wake up...



blur blur de come out, haha ^^





den she say she got date wif her frens, so no join..




ok lor~ bo bian....





straight go ICE ROOM! ^^





nicole cant eat meat tat day~





no choice but to order a simple spaggeti,





i ordered a steak~ ^^




yummy~ ^^





den ice cream arrived!!




i ordered again, my favourite.... blue berry~ and same to nicole cos she always follow wat ppl order de　ＸＤ　haha...




den ying lan ordered a....err.. i forgot le... yellow thing...





haha..





here is da ice cream picha~ ^^


^^ hyper delicious~ haha



enjoyed it....



den go back hum lor~ nth to do jor... haha




den tomolo, cant wake up ==




tired after countdown ..




den morning, wake up.... sms....




online, naruto & bleach this week take holiday, wont haf new story til next week..




arrgghh!! curse u! ><




den, dad call me to cut hair...






har? still cut? my hair...sobz




vry short dy still cut...




no choice....




do　乖乖仔。　



cut lo..... cut dao vry short....




cant show u la....



no moood take oso....



sien..





and tats it la...




sad ending ~ ><