Hi...
Im back...
since the thing happen...
even though i dun wan it to happen...
i had no choice but to deal wif it....

i cried evryday inside my heart...
i look into the star evrynight n tears start dropping like falling star.
i miss.....
i love.....
haiz..

why i dun hav the guts to tell u tat?
im a loser...
i noe...
i always were....

i hate u yet felt the other way round....
i wish u dun hav a good ending yet i felt the other way round..
my heart...
is..
oredi break into many million pieces...
almost impossible to be form back.

in the end... as i've been saying to u always....
wish u r happy... tats all... nth more~
u happy... i will b "happy" too....=)

this few week is vry boring... well.... i finally except the final truth... the world is so dull and boring. nth matters to me for now.... i dun care about anything... i just noe tat im not HAPPY! im seriously not. everything seems so wrong. im no longer existing in my own life... fading into untouchable space.... alone. I'm accepting the truth tatz all.....