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HAIZ again...

this word....

3 word to describe this 1 word (WTF)

my life is full of this 1 word...

finally had one relationship...

and its a korean!!!

where can u find girls that match u so easily....

in my mind....

u r always the only one...

u r my first and last...

y did u haf to leave me...

y u didnt bother to try...

it didnt breaks my heart that you lost ur feeling for me....

im nt angry.... eventhough i wana to ~

i just cant.... maybe coz i fell for u too deep...

it dissapoint me when u didnt even wana try it...

i MISS talking to u....

i MISS kissing u....

i MISS hugging u....

worst of all....


i MISS YOU....

u said im jus perfect the way i am....

u said it was your fault....

but....

if u said i was perfect, why did u wana leave me?

u left me stranded alone...

one day... u felt ill....

i rush from my mother's birthday dinner to come and visit u....

i was worried...

u didnt even treat me as a friend...

and u r the one who said u dun wan to lose me as a fren....

for now... i may not know wat is love...

but i know that... i would haf given up my future plans jus to be wif u....

yet now...

in the end... im again holding on by myself....

trying to find a right girl...

my Life~

since university started... i've been changing my out look .... this is my latest look =D

maybe, luv aint my thing?

haha,

when i think of myself,

watching my pathetic miserable life,

i haf to laugh myself,

gudness me, such an idiot of me...

i know aint gud wif girls,

yet i stubbornly falls into their trap evry single time,

ha~! maybe im just too idiotic,

i always see myself as an honest person,

nvr to cheat ppl's feeling,

yet im the one who is always feel being cheated.

yea yea, i guess im pretty stupid~

vry unlucky ,

sometimes, ppl may say that im quite a nice guy,

how nice i was,

so what?!

because of being nice,

im the one whose getting hurt,

its so hard,

i felt so bad, yet i haf no intends to hurt other,

im so weak,

im so vulnerable,

so very vulnerable =(

SLaSH~!

first of all,

thx for ahbai~! =)

if nt for ah bai,

i would have forgotten who is SlAsh!

former member of gun & roses~

><'''

dam!

his concert is coming edi lor~!

i hope i can get the ticket in time....!!

im running out of time...

furthermore, if u're reading this....

i hope u can go wif me =)

there is no nid of worrying the price,

cos im more den willing to pay for u...

jus by u going wif me.

i would feel vry happy =)

i wan u to enjoy life,

wif me....

ur happiness...

means evrything to me.... ^^

u're now busying learning ur dance.

i wish u goodluck.! ^^

i knw u can do it!

^^ for now.... lets hope for the best =)

日子就这样过~

都很久没有好好的专心写blog了
好吧~

就从我。。
心想到的就写给你们分享下吧~

最近，
失恋了。
反而是两次，
可悲吧？

当初，
喜欢的一位女生，
也喜欢了满久。

都要一年了。
我身边朋友都知道。
我追她，也满久了。
追了那么久，还是没respond,
自己也觉得被感情欺骗，
就很想放弃了。

连身边那么支持我的朋友都叫我死心。
她不值得我的爱，
好吧，也该退一步了。
就渐渐的忘了她。

心情感到轻松了好多。
也开心了很多。
时间就不知不觉，过了半年。


直到我遇上了“她”
她给我第一个印象。。。
华语不知这么些，哈哈。。。（gorgeous)
好美丽。。。
同时也觉得她很可爱。。。
=）
头头是 fb add 她而已，想认识一下美女 xD
就觉得她好美，
心想。。。 看来一定很多人追，自己肯定没资格。
得空得空就看她照片， 不停地赞她美。
不知不觉，就问她msn email address...
就add了她。

一开始，
不敢跟她说话，
觉得她肯定不会在乎我。
不敢找她，
过后，
放胆口气就跟她谈谈天吧~ =，=
紧张死啦！
比比伯伯=，=

OK！ 就谈吧！
EH？！ 谈得来哦~
哈哈，高兴下的！HEHE~
就谈了不少废话，
之后，因为大考，就没找过她了，
只能在FB COMMENT 跟她谈，
也COMMENT满多，

废话超多，什么都讲到。
LOLX， 至到有一天敢敢问她电话号码。
OMG==，
她说在MSN给我，
就开咯，
头头没急着跟她要，
继续跟她谈，
发觉她人很FUNNY， XD
又好玩，
又有趣，
果然没认识错人，
也渐渐的开始真的喜欢了她。

跟她拿号码，
她说：“应该你给我才对，”
就给了我号码。
叫她Miss CalL 我~
自己就去冲凉。

头头不知道她会不会Miss Call，
就没想那么多。

Eh？ 有MissCall哦！
高兴下的。 哈哈~
就SMS她咯~

manatau....
"im xiao lin, xxx's fren. nice to meet you. Are you shaun?"
心想，=，= 被耍了。。。
“ya, im shaun, =) paiseh.. i thought this is xxx."
就这样， xiao lin 的故事开始了=，=

由于太多msg， 写不完。
经过了XIAO LIN，
我才发觉自己被人耍99
=，=
OK？！
XXX，她，
真的很“豪玩” XD

当我跟她谈时，
觉得她 “OPEN”哦
什么都跟我说，
讲到鬼，真是可怜你。

AFTER THAT，
就觉得自己可能爱上一位自己从来没见过的人。
觉得好神奇哦。 哈哈。。。
OK咯，
就有一天。。。
告诉了她，
我追的人是她，
她说，她已经有了情人，
我。。。
听了，觉得好像没知觉了。
完全没FEEL。
过了一阵子。
就发觉自己掉着眼泪。
她说我已经太迟了。
心想，为什么会这样？
明明就好好的。

为什么？
为什么我会这么迟才遇到你？
也没想到我也会令她下了些眼泪。
真的不是真心要她感伤。
我只要她开心，
虽然自己真的真的感到好辛苦，
隔天还要考试，
完全是没心情读书。
还硬硬的说，
"没关系。。。你不用操心”
就这样，我又再次被伤。
这次，还比另一次还伤。

自己就知道
自己没那么好运。
她说：你会找到一个更好的女生。
但她没想过，
“她” 对我来说，
就是那个"更好的女生“

我。。。
一直以来，都说过了。
但还想跟她说。
我是真的好喜欢她。

love jus too painful to be said.....

new de sohai me~ LOLx

anyway, back to the topic.....

haiz.... HAIZZZZZZZZ!!!

to said tat i might haf found love...

i actually really found love...

为什么我偏偏这么迟才遇到你?

when u said u were already in couple....

my heart was smashed.

i didnt know what to do...

my tears was already flowing~

my roommate kim was the witness....

he dun let ppl touch his pillow oso he let me hug it~

thx kim ;) u're a gud fren...

i was so happy when u said u like me.....

i was so sad when u said i was too late....

to haf been honest...

i would really love to be wif u...

loving u, making u smile......

it will make my day perfect....

u r special....

u really are~

to me,

u've replace what i was not having b4...

for now..... all i can do is to just wait for u...

eventhough we might nt be able to be together...

we could be frens right....

we can be the bestest best fren~

untill then, i will support n cherish u forever...

i luv u....

Dressing SMart is always smart =)

helo helo~
long time no blogging jor....

jus to share wif all of ya~

i jus bought my first coat @@ although abit bigger size...
but i think im happy wif it =) haha
here is the history picture i've been spending wif it~ haha
enjoy enjoy! its me, Abby~ ( my nilai sis ) ^^ haha